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Daniel's Theory (Intro)
03:19
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So try as you wish to push it away
It’s something you always need
A hug or a tear on your shoulder blade
It’s all the same thing
Well
Don’t you know?
One day you’ll grow up to be old and mean
Wrinkled little face and a shivering heart
And all it wanted to be
So long was loved by someone
Something true
All along
In the sunshine
The story you knew
So be as you will and push love away
It’ll come back to haunt you
Your heart or your soul or out on your face
It’ll always be you
And
Don’t you know?
One day you’ll go to a place not yet seen
The trees grow
The wind blows slow
And you’ll fit in just neat
Your whole life you’ve been watering plants
Like something’s bound to grow
And it’s true you can watch it do it
But it's not the same in your soul
So love as you will a true heart takes shape
Before you would know
A band aid helps but what's really wrong
Just won’t be shown
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2. |
Dad
03:54
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Stepped out of those doors changed
When the obvious smell of your car changed
To one too old to imagine it being around
Much longer than
And surely your patience is all
That’s left of you can
Spend all your days going in and out
But never through with it
The oil will burn you
And your son can join you
The world can turn you
Probably doesn't want to
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3. |
Rust
03:21
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Well,
Don’t you feel left out there sitting on your own?
All these scary faces from people that you know
And all the years feel nameless only thing to feel
Little warm heart stainless little mind to steal
Don’t care about the smile you were born with
Or your heart untouched
Cause it won’t matter much
When you’re out of luck
Well,
Don’t you feel unloved there sitting all alone?
Guess she only loved you when you lied
So all the pretty things you said can be cast to the side
All the worthless things you did can be just right
A place to be without you a place to leave so soon
A place I never want to know
But it won’t matter much
When you’re out of love
And,
It probably hurts you worse than it hurts anyone else
Imagine being someone who hates being themself
A lot of time left vacant something like doom
A lot of days spent thinking the next day would be new
A lot of years went painless so now you have to know
Left them in your loneliness, now the love is gone
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4. |
Dog
04:30
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I’m gonna say I feel it too
But I’m gonna feel what I want to
Mistake can only be made
In that world that your stayed in
Don’t give me away now momma you’re something I can’t lose and
I guess i look like him in the mirror so I’ll lose and
Don’t turn me away now momma it's the only help I could use
A sorrowful day alone without the smell of booze
Maybe since you love me I could be alright
Come and protect you in lonely nights
I wonder what this life could have been like
If he already loved us
Don’t push me away now lady there’s more I have to learn
And I can see it in your eyes too lately, well, I wouldn’t want us to hurt
Don’t run away now baby when it's all done and said too
I can’t live no more in my head don’t say you love me if you do but
Maybe if you love me I could be alright
Give you myself under curated light
So you can love what I wish to be
And hate what's inside just like me
I’m gonna change my feelings too
I’m gonna feel it harder for you
And I’m gonna stop my healing too
I’m gonna give it all up for you
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5. |
Brookfield
03:52
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You could be a thousand miles away
it wouldn’t really matter
You could walk to test your balance when we both know
Knock three times i guess that he’s away
I give you that power
Leave right now at three AM when we both know
It’s old its gross
I thought that it was over
It goes on
The outlet’s the only savior
Leave it alone until it's too late
Just kids playing around here
I can tell you’ve got a lot on your plate it's like we both know
Build a ship and sail far far away
So trying would never
It’s all the same
Through walls or through the stars
No one will reach you
You spoke
I froze
The words are what I wait for
It’s cold
I know
The winter is what we pray for
I took some time trying to see
I lost my mind waiting patiently
Night Time I’m out just trying to be found
I need to help but I’m feeling down
And if I caught you out of my grasp
And if you want to I’d never pass
Oh, how I wish that you’d stick around
I need some help when I’m feeling down
Wouldn’t you know?
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6. |
Enjoy
04:48
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You made me your pet
You made me your toy
A body to use
A thing to enjoy
All you did was reflect
The light that I burned
A planet in the night
Far from the earth
I lit it just for you
I kept it alive
My skin the fuel
Heart pokes the fire
Now you’re hard and brittle
Nothing to desire
Just a beautiful piece of pottery
Art to admire
And I’m just some ashes
Some pieces of Earth
Some smoke in the air
Nothing of worth
Did you blow it out
Without a word?
Or did I explode like the sun?
Or did I never really burn?
A feeling so cold
Memory far gone
And sometimes I wonder
A memory at all?
You made me your pet
You made me your toy
A body to use
A thing to enjoy
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7. |
Sorry
03:10
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A silly little feeling
Seems to grip my brain
And one that stops all thinking
And one that numbs the pain
Could try my best to hide it
Or stuff if out with glee
Stack up my cards and lying
To try and keep it sane
With moments of straight horror
Of truly broken things
Cut open on a black screen
And all it is is me
And when you’re lying in the ground
A shell and seeds
I hope you feel the little worms
And rotten things
And when you’re lying in your grave
Six feet deep
Nothing you can do or say
Can change certain things
And when you’re lying to yourself
I hope you see
All that you’ll become is
Old and lonely
And when you’re trying to be found
A hand outreached
I hope you make your way around
And say sorry
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8. |
Ghost
02:26
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And the meaning was obvious
Things you said without any words
Like a house that is haunted
In the darkness is where I found my worth
The story of death before you could say goodbye
One without closure always wonder why
So now I live with the ghost
On my shoulder and always with a joke
Like a creek in the hallway
At least the walls say something
And there’s a lot outside those doors but
I think i’ll stay a while more
Seems to come out a night in your bed
Seems to come out just when you don’t want to
Memories always follow in your head
They will come out and just to haunt you
In the corner of a dark room illuminated by warnings
Red lights of time passing, new fears you’re forming
This little house that we build
Cold in the winter but in the summer
Oh I just couldn’t stand it
Now I live with the ghost death stranding
It’s like homes are the poems of the world most are cold
And its hard to leave once you’re there, so most grow old
And a house is a home
At least when love is involved
And the meaning was obvious
Things you didn’t say at all
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9. |
Peace (Only One)
05:20
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Sure your hearts giving out or you’re tired by now
You can only dance with the devil for so long
Sure you’re stronger now a man who stands real proud
But you wouldn’t want to come just to make me smile
Well there’s no place like home and the people you love
Stained glass shall shine through the deepest of cuts you’ll see
Like a distant siren calling
On and on ‘fore the morning like a dream
So don’t leave now when they need you the most
Spit it out and come back home to me
Hold our hands to say the blessing
Look outside and just see clouds
It's a shame he wasted so much for us to figure it out
Know you doubt him sometimes to let the pain flow out
But I’ll tell you right now what all of your crying is about
Cause there’s no place like home and the people you love
Stained glass shall shine through the deepest of cuts you’ll see
Like a broken signal calling
On and on in the silence like the trees
Fallen trees
So don’t leave now when you need them the most
Thunder and rain no it won’t stop but we
With love to give and life to take we carry on each every day with the hope of finding a way to make it stay
And the sky may rain and let out its pain but the wood we are under will always remain if you take good care of it and good care of me
So don’t leave now when I need you the most
And one day you’ll be the one whose soul is in my hand
Cause there’s no place to sleep like the home that you love
The same sun will shine and the same sun will burn for years
And you can’t escape the sun, just the window you look from
So don’t cry when there’s no peace, just come back home and live your life with me
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10. |
Success
02:00
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Sandy Alex G - Harvey COVER
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11. |
Diamond
04:06
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There’s a diamond in my heart
And I know if I try hard
Enough
it will be found
And I can be proud to be
Exactly what I was
Lost and cowering in fear
The eyes of loving judgment I held dear
Your soul a dark place that once had light and air
To send out
That child in there hasn’t gone
Years of grief and tears all to come
Around
And face it now
Crying to be let out
Remembering is just a start
To love is to accept full and dark
To feel around a dark place for once
To love yourself as you were just a child
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12. |
Kaya's Song (Outro)
01:57
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Angel Olsen - Unfucktheworld COVER
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